It all starts with a little crack in the wall...

Hey there...

it's been a horrible day and I'm almost ashamed to admit that I feel like I'm about to crack... all the pressure, all the problems, all the fears I'm usually able to fight have found their way back into my consciousness tonight and make me feel miserable. Thank you very much, pms. But deep inside I do know being a woman with off the rockers hormones is not the only reason for my little breakdown...

I've visited a friend today I haven't seen in a while... he's always a 100% honest with me which can be a bit of both a blessing and a curse. Even if I begged him to, he would not stop making me face myself for a second. It's only been today that I was forced to realise how exhausted I truly am... and how little care I'm taking of myself at the moment.

I didn't decide on any consequences yet but I know I'll have to take some eventually.

xoxo