Being such a horrifying, annoying and repellent mess once again tonight, I can't
even start to grasp how you could possibly stick with me.
How do you do
what seems so absolutely unbearable?
Why would you do this to yourself?
You would be so much better off without me!
If I only could, I'd probably run too.
At least tonight.
May the morning bring clarity, sanity.. anything.. something different from this.
