Already gone...

you're there right next to me

but I don't feel your warmth anymore

all I feel is loneliness
although you're cuddled up beside me
holding both my hands as if nothing's changed

but I already miss you

knowing those few minutes left are the last ones we will get

and I already miss you

knowing I won't be the same without you

and all I wish for is to make this emptiness go away

and I would give my life to just run away

from all of it

until it doesn't matter anymore

and I can't listen to our songs anymore
they all feel so different now

but still, "my love for you was bulletproof
but you're the one that shot me"